I fell in love with this guy,lets just call him Edward .
He's tall,good looking,nice,sengal a bit,islamic and all the good qualities that u can think of.
He knew that I like him,a lot .
But,somehow,I don't what got into me,I "attacked" by asking , am I bertepuk sebelah tgn??
But his answer is..I dunno how to say this . It can be Yes,or It can be NO.Its not a straight cut clear answer . But wateva .
And then , there's Jacob,the good friend.
A close friend,a sweet friend,a very good looking one too.
He doesn't know that I like Edward .
Oh,btw..in my version of Twilight , Edward and Jacob is no where near enemy . They were , in fact , very closed friend.
COMPLICATED .
I'm very close with Jacob , we text everyday .
And I felt something with Jacob .
But , if somebody ask me to choose between Edward n Jacob , it will always be Edward . Bcuz the qualities in Edward , is really hard to find in other guys .
But mayb Edward only thought of me as a friend . (Like Bella said , "I'm not good enough for you.")
However , there's one thing that I'm not really sure about .
Does Jacob knew bout my feeling towards Edward..??
I felt like I'm lying to him .
I am lying to him .
So..what do I do know..??
I don't wanna fall in the Valley-of-Love , at least not now .
I just can't wait to start studying,n get bz again . I wanna take Edward and Jacob out of my mind,for now at least .
Moral Of My Story : Love somebody that loves you back .
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